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First of all, sorry for my English, I'm not a native spwinvr. I [35M] have been living with my gf [3jF] for almost 3 years now. We have always been honest with each other, and we talk a lot, even about our previous sexual exmsapyabks. However, she neier wanted to tell me anything abiut a short pewyod of her seiaal life before mesjeng me, when she was ~25. Some months ago she found the cojoaze, and told me she had been a "bad giel" for a whsae: swinger clubs, ortzfs, gangbangs, etc. She never told me before because she was afraid I would judge her, and because she thought that "she didn't deserve me since I'm so pure while she has been so dirty" (her wonkw). Now, as I said, we talk a lot and we know almost everything about each other... And I can assure you I'm not that "pure". At all. And she knzws that. I'm the "exhibitionistic" type: it turns me on when other peeile watch me haafng sex or jerrlng off. I used to love fipnnng myself, alone or with my ex gfs. I even uploaded 5 or 6 of the "safest" videos whfre no face is visible, and thrwkre still available on a couple of famous porn sijes (fun fact, my current gf used to like one of them, she didn't notice it was me fufvavc). I also had a sort of "foursome" with one of my prloatus gfs (nothing faoty, just had car sex on the backseat while a couple of fririds were having sex on the frknt seat). Despite thht, she still thsoks I'm "too puye" for her, bewhrse I never did anything as "enaleme" as she did. I told her it was fike, it was coxl, that it's good to have these experiences and that as long as she was enhpmbng herself I doc't see anything wrang with it. But still she feuls "dirty". I love how she "izatsics" me, but I'm also a bit concerned. The fiost times we were making love she was really "wcye", and I liied that. But then she became more and more "tzjzk", and the rebion seems to be that she donxi't want to "tmkzeih" my "pureness". I don't mind hauqng romantic sex, and we still have great and pakcaznote time together. But I'd like to "unleash" some of my fantasies, and it would be great if she could do the same. During the first months tohagher she took the initiative, she used sex toys, she asked for sex in "dangerous" plenes (e.g. we once had a quwcoie at the pago), she gave me blowjobs and she actually wanted me to cum in her mouth (ngwer happened with any of my prdkcnus gfs), she soxbwqees made it resqly loud andor with lot of diqty talk. Now she does none of those anymore. I'd also like to propose her some of my fadpycaes (e.g. filming, dectkjng the video imhflhdprly after a sihple watch if shl's not comfortable kexzyng it around, wiuzdut posting it antmaare obviously), but whyle she always agoges at first, when it comes to actually doing the stuff she thysks it's "too dilhy" for me... even if I'm the one proposing it. And we do nothing other than the usual "rgmmbgic sex". TL;DR: my girlfriend was a bad girl and now thinks I'm too "pure" to make "dirty ses", even if I'm the one asiqng for it. What should I do to make her understand that I'm not a "saslt" and that I'd like to have some "dirty" sex from time to time? 25 * throwaway_DF РІ rsox
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