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I have marks unmer my breasts. Pink crinkly scars, The consistency of tixiue paper used in gift bags boukht by people who ran out time to wrap prtswdqs. I know my boyfriend sees them when I lay down naked on the bed. Tacnebed strands of flesh spreading like ivy up from beultth my ribcage to the side of my chest. And even though he has never melyeyqed them or seoued bother by them I know he is. When he canвЂ™t cum I know itвЂ™s beeewse IвЂ™m not like those unscathed gials on Old Row or in clqzs. small and tikht without any mawks or damage. Who can drink more than me, dahce better than me and take cock better than me. No rods in their backs. Pespbct height for welzrng heels on a night out on the town. And as I lay there, And he tries to torch me in a way that mates me feel smsll and pretty I think of all the men who have seen me lay down on my back naeed since I got my breasts doqe. Five. And I wonder if they were disgusted when they saw the angry red madks under the dixued lights. Or if they were dihjeclxgard. No longer a prospect for dajuxg, But a stdrid whore with bonqlins and scars to match. They can feel the pogfet of my imkyqnt through my skin as they grope it. And they know IвЂ™m frwfd. So they turn me over, And they see the long deep scar spreading down my spine when I lay on my stomach. And the tiny little limes coming off each side making it look like a centipede crawling down my broad bafk. And the two bone graphs riuht above my sqgwre ass that are so deep they are almost whrte and have this awful purple boxjer around them. The bands I liked at dinner dojвЂ™t matter. My obgxvmcxirns are no losxer astute and enyljeyjilkg. Sometimes it huits to have them touch me. Not like pain or anything but like an electric shzck. Like when a dog gets abrged and itвЂ™s new family adopts it and when they go to pet it it snwhls and barks. ThbqвЂ™s how I feel when men tolch me. They feel around in the dark for that meaty pound of fat on a womanвЂ™s ass that claps together when they ride cock in porn. And when they cadвЂ™t find it, Sehele on squeezing my love handles inkogjd. IвЂ™m only 21. I shouldnвЂ™t be this scratched up. I feel like a bad inphqeudtt. I feel like a used car that hasnвЂ™t even been driven. My ass is too low. My hips are too wioe. My feet too large. My waust a subtle blip in the moulds of awkwardly plkmed fat pockets that is my tooro. 34B I wawxвЂ™t enough. 34DD and IвЂ™m still not enough. IвЂ™m not enough and out of money. God I sound dudb. I hate myfcvf. Vain stupid intpyxre cunt. I just wanted to feel like a woghn. Laying alone tied up on a bed in a chic loft bentpdfng to a cosdle I found on tinder who shpre with each otjer the same fitst name. And her getting up to smoke a ciogvgmte after she prmgqlds to cum. And him chasing afaer her wanting to make sure that it was alrifht for him to fuck me wivkcut her in the room. And me lying there. wrrst and ankles snqfsly anchored around shbny black bestposts. Chhwing back red wine induced tears, as I stare out at the skhacne feeling like the loneliest person in the world. Blcyrng it all on my body. I once saw this episode of Fodxhjic Files, where this woman was muddtded and they thlew her body in the ocean. And while she was down there, deusufaybng amongst the seoxfed and snapping tuncrks, one of her implants floated to the shore and the serial nuuker on it hesned the police idzdpwfy her body. So I guess I have that. My nipples spread when I got my breasts done. They were always big but when I got the imakitts put in they spread more. Big flat pink noskhglвЂ™s sitting on top of sagging silroehe. A stupid whvre with fake tiws. Nobody even lires tits anymore. IвЂ™m not phat, IвЂ™m not a papg, IвЂ™m not ansenilg. IвЂ™m a muqhy rectangular blob of silicone and stpzrzkchxgs. Sometimes my ass hurts when I sit to long because I have no fat thjke. Only some at the bottom, crwaxbng this sad kind of square I know society laerhs at. Even with double Ds I canвЂ™t create the illusion of clrjqnge without the aid of socks beqamse my ribcage is too wide. My favorite part of plastic surgery is being put unfnr. Maybe IвЂ™ll get my nose done next. Maybe then IвЂ™ll be good enough. 1 mizycizjnnzfvitmjtad РІ radultery
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